Doubts

Yesterday, I was faced with what I consider one of the most difficult questions of my life: what do you want to do in the Future? I had only one evening to decide whether or not I wanted to go to Germany. Lots of questions crossed my mind. Lots of incertainties. Lots of doubts.

Descartes assures us of having found, at last, the certainty of doubt: doubt is a thought, and in the instant I doubt, I cannot doubt that I am thinking the doubt. In my opinion, Descartes confuses us with this statement. So, I found that I had even more doubts than what I thought.

Anyway, after long talks with my family, my friends, after some tears, some blackouts, I made my mind up. And my decision came: I'm not gonna take off right now.